Oh The Wonderful Life Of Melissa

Is Pretty Interesting Right? You Wake Up Each Morning In Hopes To Achieve A Goal, Do Something New, Meet New People, Try New Foods, Etc… Well Not Everyone Lives That Life… Maybe No One At All? There Are All These Quote About How Perfect Life Is & To Live Each Day As If It Were Your Last & Here You Are… Laying In Bed, Tired As Shit & You Just Wanna Sleep. Maybe Not Everyone? Just Me?… I’ve Never Been So Miserable In My Life… I Have Never Been So Depressed.. I Live With A Condition I Never Thought I Would Suffer From But Truth Is, It Came Back To Haunt Me 8 Years Later. This Is Something I Wish On No One Ever. I Wake Up Each Morning In Hopes To Complete A Task I Didn’t Finish Months Ago… But I Just Lay There & Watch Time Pass… I’m Living The Worst Life I Could Ever Possibly Live.. And To Me It Seems Like The World Is Ending, I’m Dying, I’m Sick, I’m Weak, I’m Tired, I’m Always Eating, I’m Always Sleeping… It’s Fucking Sick! I Have Children Who I Love More Than Ever But Can’t Seem To Want To Do Things Parents Should Do With Their Kids… Depression, Anxiety & Panic Disorder Are Real Diseases… They’re Painful, They’re Exhausting & Worst Of All Long Lasting. It’s Like A Bad Trip On Drugs Or Paranoia When You Smoke Your First Joint. I Refuse To Take Pills To Make Me Better Because My Mother Is A Drug Addict (pills) & I Refuse To Drink My Pain Away Cus My Dads An Alcoholic… I Wish This Sickness On No One, I Highly Advise If You’ve Ever Been Through Anything Tragic You Seek Help Immediately. Don’t Let It Hinder You… I Lost My Sister 8 Years Ago & My Daughter Almost 3 Years Ago Now… I Never Got Help & Im Suffering Now. I Know Shit Gets Worse Before It Gets Better And In This Case I Certainly Hope It’s Sooner Than Later Cus This Shit Is No Joke! … Depression Sucks!

Jun 7
Life
He Wasn’t Arrested Because He Was Innocent… He Isn’t In Prison Because He’s Innocent… For Those Of You Who Believe He Could Do No Harm & Wouldn’t Hurt A Fly Obviously Didn’t Know Him As Well As You Think You Did… I Knew Him For 1 Year And Saw His True Colors. If He Were My Brother, Cousin, Nephew… I Would Never Be By His Side And Condone The Fact That He Murdered Someone… He Was An Ugly Person Inside & Out.. I Saw Him Stomp On A Puppy Until She Was Dead, I Saw Him Recklessly Drive While He Had His Pregnant Girlfriend In The Car (my sister), I Watched Him Drag My Pregnant Sister On The Floor And Run After I Came To Help Her, I Saw A Lot Of Things I Could Have Never Imagine Witnessing And I Also Experienced A Great Loss, I Lost My Only Sister, My Best Friend, My Whole World. I Will Never Ever Forget What You Did, God Willingly I Have Forgiven You But Your Acts Are Unforgettable..
May 24

He Wasn’t Arrested Because He Was Innocent… He Isn’t In Prison Because He’s Innocent… For Those Of You Who Believe He Could Do No Harm & Wouldn’t Hurt A Fly Obviously Didn’t Know Him As Well As You Think You Did… I Knew Him For 1 Year And Saw His True Colors. If He Were My Brother, Cousin, Nephew… I Would Never Be By His Side And Condone The Fact That He Murdered Someone… He Was An Ugly Person Inside & Out.. I Saw Him Stomp On A Puppy Until She Was Dead, I Saw Him Recklessly Drive While He Had His Pregnant Girlfriend In The Car (my sister), I Watched Him Drag My Pregnant Sister On The Floor And Run After I Came To Help Her, I Saw A Lot Of Things I Could Have Never Imagine Witnessing And I Also Experienced A Great Loss, I Lost My Only Sister, My Best Friend, My Whole World. I Will Never Ever Forget What You Did, God Willingly I Have Forgiven You But Your Acts Are Unforgettable..

floozys:

there’s a lot of unspoken pressure to keep liking the things you used to like and to keep dressing the way you’ve always dressed and to never question what you believe in and basically “be yourself” has slowly morphed into “be what everyone knows you as” but trust me when i say if you just give it up and simply make decisions and take actions based purely on what would make you happy, you’ll gain a very comforting sense of self peace   

(via hazyphases)

May 22

I Think I’m Gonna Start Taking Pictures Of Cool Shit

May 20
To Photograph Or Not…

melcontreras said: Can I get the unicorn donut tattooed on me? Lol stupid question but seriously!?!Hahaha

bunnydreamz:

Haha that would be awesome show me it !! Lol I want to tooo

Sick!!!

May 19
May 19

oddfuture:

Watch BELONG right now on YouTube! 

BELONG, A Short Film by Lije Sarki with Original Music by Left Brain

When a teenager gets bullied, he finds his own way to battle back.

He doesn’t engage or fight, he stays above it and true to what he knows,

skateboarding, and gets rewarded in ways he would have never imagined.

Find out where you BELONG.

Executive Producers – Palmer Brown, Carl Bressler, and Jonah Weinstein

Director of Photography – Daron Keet

Producers – Lije Sarki, Jonathan Nowak

Co-Producers – Cedric Grandberry, Sarah Parker, Frankie Ingrassia, Traci Glodery

Editor – Tuffy Williams

Story – John Methvin, Lije Sarki

Skater – Lui Elliott

Bully – Cedric Grandberry

Girls – Sarah Parker, Ava Capra, Alicia Randolph

Studio – DIYSTRO - www.diystro.com

Inquiries: lije@nutbucketfilms.com

hazyphases said: you dont understand how happy that would make me

:)

May 13
So Pretty!
Nov 28

So Pretty!

Aaaaah Tis True! #truth #repost @brittanyfurlan
Oct 13

Aaaaah Tis True! #truth #repost @brittanyfurlan

I Just Wanted To Stick Him In My Pocket & Take Him Home 😔😪…
Sep 17

I Just Wanted To Stick Him In My Pocket & Take Him Home 😔😪…

"Ask me a question"

- ask.fm/Melmelismelissa

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Jul 15
No Special Occasion, No Birthday, Anniversary, National Boyfriends Day.. None Of That Needs To Occur For Me To Let My Boyfriend Know How Very Much He Is Loved & Appreciated By Me. I Am So Madly, Deeply In Love With You Baby & I Am So Grateful To Have You As A Part Of My Life. I Appreciate All You Do For Me I Try My Hardest To Make Sure That I Let You Know It & Be Sure To Show It. You’re My World, My Rock, My Everything. I Love You Jose Till Fucking Death Baby!!!! 😘😍❤👫 @lord_grime_
May 27

No Special Occasion, No Birthday, Anniversary, National Boyfriends Day.. None Of That Needs To Occur For Me To Let My Boyfriend Know How Very Much He Is Loved & Appreciated By Me. I Am So Madly, Deeply In Love With You Baby & I Am So Grateful To Have You As A Part Of My Life. I Appreciate All You Do For Me I Try My Hardest To Make Sure That I Let You Know It & Be Sure To Show It. You’re My World, My Rock, My Everything. I Love You Jose Till Fucking Death Baby!!!! 😘😍❤👫 @lord_grime_

nikolavukovic:

Stay cool dog 
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Apr 24

nikolavukovic:

Stay cool dog 

pitchfork:

Flavorwire made a few GIFs to celebrate the 40th anniversary of David Bowie’s Aladdin Sane.

David Bowie
Apr 24

pitchfork:

Flavorwire made a few GIFs to celebrate the 40th anniversary of David Bowie’s Aladdin Sane.

David Bowie

officialrodarte:

Rodarte’s FW12 Shearling Top, Skirt, Belt and Heels in Bazaar China.
Apr 24

officialrodarte:

Rodarte’s FW12 Shearling Top, Skirt, Belt and Heels in Bazaar China.